styX

STAY TUNED

2007-12-20T16:57:00.000-08:00

All the People Out There, READ THIS AND UNDESTAND

CAPPI IS COMMING BACK WITH A NEW STYLE, RECORDINGS, MOVIE CLIPS & WITH A NIGHTMARE

To : - micro.d0x, HackerciCi, R31gn & to all who flooded my comment section and my shout box

2007-10-31T08:13:00.000-07:00

first of all i want to say is, those who have flooded my blog.. "FUCK OFF, ALL YOU CAN DO IS JUST SIT INFRONT OF A COMPUTER AND THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS FLOOD MY BLOG" man o man... dos hackers flood or do they hack? ROFLMAO! well, if i am anyone of you, i wont give warnings or flood, ill just do it! and dont think that i dont know you lill moron idiotic bastard! ill just see what you can do! if you are that much proffessional why dont you just get my IP address & my NETBIO, BLAH BLAH BLAH ... stuffs like you said? im not scared, am i the one who got scared last time? am i the one who cam in peace mother fucker? am i the one who got nervous? ASSHOLE! YOU ARE STILL A BITCH!! and yeah! LOL! why do u keep on going commenting on others blog in my name? dont you have a name? havent your mother given you a name? tsk, tsk, poor you! SON OF A BITCH! GET THIS., when i comment in anyone's blog my profile picture is availble, but when you comment in my name, its not available, is that what you call HACKING? LAMO! motherfucker! thats FLOODING! and what you are doing is FLOODING! ALRIGHT! WANNA DO IT AGAIN! DO IT, MAKE YOUR DAY!
this is for you "CRAVEMYBLOOD" you dont have to tell me and send me the link of porn sites! ok.. STAND NEAR INFRONT OF A MIRRO, RAISE YOUR HAND, BEND ALL YOUR FINGERS AND RAISE YOUR MIDDLE FINGER! OK
if you all got nothing else to do YOU CAN COME A KISS MY FROSTY NASTY ASS

Status

2007-10-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

Going Nuts, Craxy, Busy, Away

Greetings

2007-10-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

Eid Greetings To You All

Roadha Hadhiyaa

2007-09-28T15:24:00.000-07:00

eheh... tonight was really fun.. eves after a long time.. befor that we was very vai vefa n was riding n aih laa kulhenings in the magumathi , singing n blah blah .. n suddenly this color bank calld me.. ehhe.. munshi gulhi., eheh.. gulhaafa buni y dnt u come for a tharaavis o! then i tol varah baivaru frnds in aa ekiiga ey miulheni! then she tol me that she can pack some short eats fo me n then tol me to come n pik it up! ehehe.. after a while me, cappi, ammu, xef, katey n thoyyib went to munshi place ehnu.. kekkee.. she was 1 athun hedhikaa kothalhu hifaigen aneh athun bodu karaa fani fulhi eh hifaigen! kihineh then vaani! aneh faraathah anburaalaafa dhanikoh anekka govaafa genaiee! then evarun ves eythi miithi kiyaafa hifaigen kondah laigen dhiyaiee.. ehehe.. watto do.. she is shooo shweeeet dho.. shweeet gurll wit a shweeeet colorful blog! if u want ani tharaavis o roadha villun just contact her., ehehe, o else shout on her blog! .. here are some of the pix that we have taken..

alhe fahe nasiibeh nun theyo hamakah alhaafa nudhin kan

munshi short eat alhaafa dhin kothalhaa with the short eats thah :P

karaa thaangi

cheers munshi ;) thaanku! n yeah u didn giv us a fenfulhi eh nun ! thaaangi akah fen elhi namaves maa rangalheh nun .., emmen ves varah shakuvaa kuri ingay ;)

Quote

2007-09-23T15:02:00.001-07:00

"It is said that everyone that is alive has a purpose. Is it true of the dead?"

Treasure Hunt

2007-09-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Hi friends! cappi is planing a new game for you bloggers. its called treasure hunt, me with cappi ammu, xef & katey will be the judges. we are going to hide different things at different locations in Male'. so what you guys have to do is form a team of maximum three members and go hunt it. we will create a blog specially for the game, in that blog you will find a map, some clues or hints to find the treasure. the first team to find the treasure have to take a pic and mail to the add which will be given. when the game starts the winner will get a price worth it, so if you friends are interested, make a team, you can give a name to the team even and comment the info soon. if i get enough support surely the game will be there. cheers

1 New Text Message

2007-09-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

That which blossoms
falls, the way of all flesh
in this world of flowers.

Sweet Dreams

2007-09-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

Sleeping for happiness
My eyes would meet with hers
And our hearts would float over our lips
Touching and beating against one another.,
Fluffy clouds would carry us away together
And the sandman would lend me his sandbag.
Because you've caused me to willingly leap
Into your love comatose.,
Unfortunately all good things must come to an end
And illusions can't last forever, but
I'm giving away half of my life
So that every night
I can kiss the girl,
The only one
who understands.,

[don't wake me up]

The Rise Of The True Pentagram

2007-09-19T01:02:00.000-07:00

One dark afternoon like a shadow I flew
Through the rain that fell sick with lament
To this house of incest for when we undressed
Blasphemies against Venus were rent
Though her sister removed, her wet body approved
The parade of my heavenly quests
Yet all tongues are not true, some are forked or askew
Like an uncivil serpent's at best
For oustered from Eden I fausted all reason
Hook in mouth like saint Peter Pan
To haunt faery groves and hot virgin coves
Wherein the promiscuous swam
I elected lovers and rejected others
Mephistresses that don't give a damn...
But in those that still do my deep interest grew
The rise of the true pentagram!

-Cradle Of Filth-

2007-09-15T03:28:00.000-07:00

Do you promise to let my heart die with yours?
to be by my side always-nothing less and nothing more?
to relive all my pain, simply by whiping away a tear?
be my knight in shining armor, fight away my fears?
i promise to brighten your every day,
make everything disappear in my own special way.
i'll keep you warm, lying in your arms past dawn,
when you need a smile, i'll be here to turn upon.
when the whole world hates you, you'll be perfect in my eyes.
i'll always show you the real me, not this broken disquise.
my sun sets and rises in your smile...
don't give up on me love., your waits almost over, i'll be there in a while.

2007-09-03T00:39:00.000-07:00

i wanted dark.
i wanted black and white.
i wanted pages and pages full of
dead gods and bleeding angels.

2007-08-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

The demons control me now.,
The thought of death is warm and welcomes me.,
When will tomorrow end and yesterday begin?
For me there is no heaven or hell.,

Just the prison of LIFE

The Game

2007-08-18T13:59:00.000-07:00

Empty Promises

2007-08-17T02:45:00.000-07:00

What used to stand with such pride,
Now collects dying leaves.
No visitors anymore, completely forgotten.
"Home sweet Home" no longer applies.
You promised, you'd never leave me broken.

Breaking Benjamin - Dance With The Devil

2007-08-12T04:33:00.000-07:00

Here I stand, helpless and left for dead.

Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.

I won't stay long, in this world so wrong.

[Chorus:]
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight?

Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.

I won't last long, in this world so wrong.

[Chorus]

Hold on. Hold on.

[Chorus]

Hold on. Hold on.

Goodbye.

Status

2007-07-18T09:45:00.000-07:00

Away From The Blog

Episode 2 - The Laminated Fax

2007-07-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

komme akas aharunge SATO suspension in free vumun ofiihah nikutheve'. varah hih gaimu dhuvahekeve. SATO ofiihuga ulhenikoh ofiihuge BOSS vadaigainfieve. BOSS SATO kaariga buneyeve' "SATO!! varah avahah mi document FAX kolla bala" komme akas miina varah avas aruvaalaafa aruvaajahaafa gossi eve'.
10 varakah min fahun BOSS geyah dhaan vegen ofiihun nikuin iru vaarey veheythiive anekka ofiihah vain iru SATO themigen ulheythan fenuneve'. miina miulheni themigen gos document laminate koggeneve'. mikamaa SATO yaa suvaalu kurumun SATO engevi "mivarah vaarey vehey iru document fax kuraanii laminate koffa ehnun tho? ehenooni miithi resiiv vaairu onnaani themifa!! kurii faharu ves fonuvi fax emiihunah nulibigen varah massala jessi. eiee ves varah vissara vehunu dhuvaheh! hiivani themunii hen..!!" BOSS anekka ves erii hama temp ah sheve.. araajehunii narugandu kolhuga eve'. SATO ge faraaathun mikahala ethah ethah kameh miinaage faraathun fenifai vaathive BOSS ah rulhi gandu control nuvegen SATO vaziifaa in vaki kuri eve'. SATO anekka ves boa kahamun kahamun dhiyaeee geyasheve'.

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hope u will lyk it.
This is 100% true stories!
Copy righted under 40 & styX.
Copying this and distributing will cost u only tons of Laughter

Episode 1 - The Letter

2007-06-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

hhmmm.. ahauren ge SATO stori dho? here is the first episode

Emmenah ingay tha SATO kuri kameh?
komme akas miina ofiihuga ulhenikoh miina work kuraa thanuge bodu gola [boss] ais vidhaalhu vejje eve'. "SATO! gengos mi letter varah avahah male' munispulti ah vattalabala." bodu golaa mihen bunumaa eku SATO aruvaa jahaafa dhuhvaa gathi letter avahah munspulti ah laasheve'. SATO offihun beyrah nukuin thanaahen fenuni male' munispulti lorri dhaa thaneve'. avas avahah SATO lorry ge fahathun gos loriige fahathu foshigandu thereyah letter vattaalaafieve'. 3 dhuvas fahun letter ge javaabeh nulibigen bodu golaa SATO kaairyah gossa ehi eve'. "kobaa SATO sitii male' munispulti ah liin tha? adhives eyge javaabeh nulibey! anekka siti rangalhu thanah tha lii?" javaabuga SATO varah vefa bunyeve'. "varah alhugandu ge nasiibu gadha. alhugandu offiihun beyrah nukuin thanun alhugandah fenunii male' munispultii dhaathan. avahah gos alhugandu vefa letter vattaali!" bodu gola mikamaa varah pressure ga hure SATO ah 2 months ge suspension eh dhineve'. SATO ves boakahamun kahamun dhiyaiee geyasheve'

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hope u will lyk it.
This is 100% true stories!
Copy righted under 40 & styX.
Copying this and distributing will cost u only tons of Laughter

SATO

2007-06-17T03:57:00.000-07:00

eheh !! me n my friends .. speacially "40" [dats his nik name] made a story about this guy called "SATO" not actualli a story.. a series.. ehehe !! wil post it sooon.. stay tuned ;) cheers...

Three Monkeys…Plus One

2007-06-16T11:01:00.000-07:00

First monkey covers eyes and says “See no evil”...

By refusing to see and confront evil,
Victims are born of fear, guilt and doubt.
Sight sheds light and light banishes evil's darkness
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Second monkey covers ears and says “Hear no evil”...

By refusing to hear the voice of evil one cannot know truth.
Truth is mentally discerned and addressed with the power of voice.
Voice of truth creates a vibration that dis-integrates evil
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Third monkey covers mouth and thinks “Speak no evil”...

Evil cannot be spoken if one addresses first and second phrases
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Fourth monkey opens mouth and says “Do no evil”...

This is the wisest monkey of them all
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-- Ray Lucero --

smooooooocccchhhhhhhhhh

2007-06-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

ooh!! n yeah.. hop ull like da downloads.. cheers!! enjoy!! *bang ur heads* ;)

mives then begi jehumeko!

2007-06-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

YiKeS buni gothah begii jehiima i huri goih mee!!!!

balhu bustaas v!!!!!

2007-06-02T22:46:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU!

2007-05-19T21:01:00.000-07:00

Hey u little mother fucker freaking shit! Fuck you pig. I suffered from endless nightmares, sleepless nights trapped in my fucking room nowhere to go nowhere to hide. I did everything to get away from you asshole. But fuck me. I can’t. FUCK YOU GOD! Why the fuck are you doing this to me? What did I do? You dick head!

my gurlfriend bunedhenin a new way to begi jahanin.....

2007-05-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

furathama hadhaane gothakii .... furathama gamiis laani .. YiKeS ves handhaaneh neih... niingey.. kihineh tha thimiihun begii jahani.. heehee.. ladhu ganey kiyaaa dheyn.. .hhoon.. furathama hadhaane gothaki... gamiis laani... gamiis laafa trousers laani.. trousers laafa dhen hadhaane gothakii gamiihuge goh thah alhuvaani... dhen hadhaane gothakii gamiihuge baaki inna baa . . i mean thirii ga dhigu vefa inna bai... trousers thereyah koppani.. koppafa dhen hadhaane gothaki trousers ge goh alhuvanii .. dhen zip alhuvaani ... dhen belt alhuvani... dhen hadhaane gothakii 2 aih mahchah nagani.. nagaafa dhen 2 aih thiri kollani.. dhen hunnaani fuppi vahtharakah .. gamiis ethereyah vai vedhafa eh nu ... dhen hadhaane gothakii thiriibaga hifaaafa reethi kollanii.. e nimunii....

how will it look like... try it.. ;)

Zapien

2007-05-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

The light went dim in the street of hate
Another night falls It`s your fate
Stage is set, come see the show
Nail them up
and let the blood flow

I hate my hate, hate is flown away
I hate my hate, why would you go away
I hate my hate, please stay

Heal our physic wounds with fear
let our kin dissapear
The show is over, it`s time to go home
Kill your children
let the blood flow

I hate my hate, the endless stain
I hate my hate, ease the pain
I hate my hate, hate is me

Zapien business, survival of the fittest
Killer instinct, we are on the brink of extinction

Human Zapien

An ego!!

2007-05-06T14:37:00.000-07:00

HATE ME !!!!

End

2007-05-06T14:23:00.000-07:00

I can feel the darkness around,
it's draining vitality from me...

Coldness slowly filling my body,
my vision is fading away...

Laugh, sick sadistic laugh,
that's the last thing I hear...

blame it on the moon

2007-05-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

you rushed through the open field
the pain and pleasure of the kill you feeled
a sharpened knife in the left, blood smeared on the right
theres a bright new full moon tonight
you knew it would happen but you didnt hold back
you just waited patiently until the night turned black
you quivered in horror you know its a impulse
but death in your victims is the only result
its a addiction like drugs, but rather buying on the street
you just take the people that stand, the people you meet
an unexpected soul waiting for its arrival of death
you'd think they'd learn but they end up as the next
so stupidly they sit there thinking like optimists
until their being dragged anyway, saying a last word
but you have no reasons for your actions, because their death is their doom
but the only thing you can say, having no other reason, is "blame it on the moon"

One of my fucking favourite band..

2007-05-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

Slipknot Metal will continue to run from years to come, aslong as Slipknot are still respected by all you fucking sic maggots.

sunshine said...

2007-04-28T11:27:00.000-07:00

i don't know who the fuck is this moron but just wanted to show to my all goth friends & my friends

"hahaha...haadha boring kamekey dho gothic vumaky....the human being is transformin to a vampire. jokeh:P. ekam mihaaru mithaa ves gadha meehakah veveyny dark vymayo..but idont think they will get anything. and no benifit for them. maybe just tempopary happiness i guess. i feel pity for their parents, kins n relatives :(.poor them..having to handle a goth

PS : if u wanna shout @ me.then go n just shout. but i dont think ther's any harm in tellin ya my opinion too rite..:) "

Goth Warning Signs!

2007-04-21T09:15:00.000-07:00

Warning Signs That Your Child May Be A Goth

1. Wears black clothing

2. Has piercings or tattoos.

3. Displays signs of a violent or aggressive nature.

4. Wears a pentagram or an ankh.

5. Wears rock t-shirts with images of Satan upon them.

6. Listens to Goth bands such as Marilyn Manson or to other antisocial music

7. Hangs out with new friends who wear black 'uniforms' also.

8. Your child's school grades begin to drop rapidly.

9. Demands an unusual amount of privacy.

10. Shows diminished interest in wholesome activities such as church, prayer and sports.

11. Takes drugs, or looks like they are taking drugs.

12. Stays up late at night and/or drinks blood.

13. Watches cable rock music channels.

14. Complains of headaches, boredom, nausea, stabbing pains or thirst.

15. Is unnaturally secretive.

16. Spends large amounts of time alone.

17. Refuses to turn on lights in their bedroom, insisting on either sitting in the dark or only having candle light.

18. Spends large amounts of time with people you don't know.

19. Misbehaves in school, often becoming violent with other students.

20. 'Forgets' to do chores, possibly because of drug or alcohol abuse.

21. Hears music when the only sound is noise, possibly because of drug or alcohol abuse.

22. Uses a computer or the Internet excessively.

23. Looks unnaturally pale and weak, possibly due to loss of blood through vampirism.

24. Plays video games or role-playing games.

25. Reads science fiction, horror or fantasy books.

26. Writes angry entries in a secret diary (you can usually find the diary easily if you search your child's room)

27. Pursues dangerous cult religions such as wicca, satanism.

28. Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.

29. Has paranoid fantasies (many Goth accuse their parents of spying on them.)

30. Sleeps too much or too little.

31. Eats too much or too little.

32. Looks at pornography excessively.

33. Is a homosexual, bisexual, or 'pansexual'.

34. Smokes clove cigarettes.

35. Leaves sy

Beyond the walls of sleep.

2007-04-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

night has finally fallen and my soul craves the darkest of shadows. i let my inhibitions go as i become intoxicated with the night. the darkness gathers me with its icy embrace and we become one....
darkness, you are my beloved, i am yours completely. the darkness Whispers "you are mine forever, never again will you desire the light of day"

Death will set you free...

2007-04-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

Do you long for deaths icy embrace?
Do you fantasize how you want to die?
Is the thought of your death the only thing that brings peace to your tormented soul?
Are you frustrated because death eludes your grasp?

Mee alhe fahe kon 3 Badhaviiin eh????

2007-04-07T13:42:00.000-07:00

Children of the moon....,

2007-04-04T15:38:00.000-07:00

Inside my mind, on darkside, there's demons hive,
through my eyes, out in the night they dive,
for weak gods children, death those demons give,
on helpless world, my demons of mind will thrive,
worshippers of the useless god, soon gone, no one alive...

Souls of the gods fools, those demons will tear apart,
hiding from them is useless, demons no one can outsmart,
from them - protects nothing, to be strong is no any rampart,
demons give no mercy, in any weakness - they hit like a dart...

From your god, pray no salvation, he is weak, can't save no one,
demons will slaughter souls, it takes long till they are done,
demons, those children of mine, are like me, they spare none...

Humans, mortals, weak images of weak god, will turn to pools of blood,
to tear off any part, spill the blood, for demons, it is power above a god...

In my eyes, tears of fatherly pride, I stare havoc, sweet demons of my mind...

Painful Desires

2007-03-30T04:30:00.000-07:00

Watch me now
Growing closer
Peering around the corner
Dripping blood
A dropping thud
Blanketed all over
A constant beat
Within my chest
Though he bites down harder
Sinking teeth
A sunken wreathe
Of pure pain and pleasure

I just can't get this song out of my head.....

2007-03-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

Within Temptation - Memories
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In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind.
There's no other way.
I prayed to the gods let him stay.
The memories ease the pain inside,
Now I know why.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life.
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're ok.
Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go on.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile.
All the memories I hold dear.
Darling, you know I will love you
Until the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories....

Download this song (6.05 MB)

2007-03-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

Just A Dream I Had...

2007-03-27T03:01:00.000-07:00

Lost in a garden of despair and sadness
a shadow walks by me
my eyes can't see who she is
Lost in a forgotten temple
hands took her where evil lived
shady souls make the darkness whole
through a gate, yelled a servant of hate

Depths Of Sorrow

2007-02-27T08:16:00.000-08:00

I live in the dark like a spider that doesn’t come out. I hate like a fury,a flame that will never burn out. I am the exploitation of all you have sought to avoid. I am the demeaning narcotic…Slip into my void. I seek only lies like a ballad of snakes on my words. I talk in a secret! Help me unravel the things I have heard. I am the depth of your depravity,the places you’re too scared to go. I embrace your disease and your tragedy, I am the depths of sorrow.

Shadows of Beasts

2007-02-20T05:56:00.000-08:00

The words have been spoken, no turning back now, this destiny is calling, and the silent will avow. The path ahead cut into stone. no more denying that this is my own time to take what is deserved A stigma left in destiny’s reserve and to whose respect can not be said. The wondrous source of such great dread to those concerned you must seek in self, and discern the image with that of myself because deep within we are all feeling a vicious entity whose décor is less revealing. The blame placed to the host on which it feeds consequential products to this minion needs. Resulting forces which ravaged and reek griping and ceding the expressionless meek. Its creation to which few will attest imprisons and hinders in verbal arrest. So to all those found clad in shadows of beasts living in preparation to the emotions they feast to wonder the earth to which they are bound and burdened by reason to not utter a sound...Never surrender...

Life.EXE

2007-02-20T05:42:00.000-08:00

Born to a machine
Mechanized insemination
Rise of moral question
And automatic discrimination

Systematic birth
Pre-programmed emotion
Values automated
Set level of devotion

Blood ties to electric
Recreated and revised
Religious beliefs installed
It has his father’s eyes

Failure in the system
A virus is detected
Product not fit to live
The unit is rejected

No funeral is planed
It has no family to mourn
The program is but a memory
Version 2.0 is born

Darkness

2007-01-28T12:10:00.000-08:00

I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air. Morn came and went and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this their desolation and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light And they did live by watchfires and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face Happy were those who dwelt within the eyeOf the volcanos, and their mountain-torch A fearful hope was all the world contain'd Forests were set on fire but hour by hour They fell and faded and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing light Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits The flashes fell upon them some lay down And hid their eyes and wept and some did rest Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled And others hurried to and fro, and fed Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up With mad disquietude on the dull sky, The pall of a past world and then again With curses cast them down upon the dust, And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd the wild birds shriek'd, And, terrified, did flutter on the ground, And flap their useless wings the wildest brutes Came tame and tremulous and vipers crawl'd And twined themselves among the multitude, Hissing, but stingless--they were slain for food. And War, which for a moment was no more, Did glut himself again a meal was bought With blood, and each sate sullenly apart Gorging himself in gloom no love was left. All earth was but one thought and that was death, Immediate and inglorious; and the pang Of famine fed upon all entrails men Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh The meagre by the meagre were devoured, Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one, And he was faithful to a corse, and keptThe birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay, Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead Lured their lank jaws himself sought out no food, But with a piteous and perpetual moan, And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand Which answered not with a caress he died. The crowd was famish'd by degrees but two Of an enormous city did survive, And they were enemies they met beside The dying embers of an altar-place Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things For an unholy usage they raked up,And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath Blew for a little life, and made a flame Which was a mockery then they lifted up Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld Each other's aspects saw, and shriek'd, and died Even of their mutual hideousness they died,Unknowing who he was upon whose brow Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,The populous and the powerful was a lump,Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless . A lump of death a chaos of hard clay. The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still, And nothing stirred within their silent depths Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea, And their masts fell down piecemeal: as they dropp'd They slept on the abyss without a surge. The waves were dead the tides were in their grave, The moon their mistress had expir'd before. The winds were withered in the stagnant air, And the clouds perish'd Darkness had no need Of aid from them She was the Universe.

Time Keeps Dwindling

2007-01-28T03:46:00.000-08:00

Living in a world, caught between pleasure and pain,The arrogance of my heart, the insecurities in my brain,A never-ending cycle, of true belief and true doubt. Almost sure I’ve reached my limit, need to find my way out Like an inevitable cliche, I reach for comfort in the bottle, As if an answer sits waiting for me in its hollow, I’ve spent so many nights drowning through the years. No longer sure what I’m searching for, no longer sure if I careIs it time to give up, to give in and move on? Accept my place in this world and admit I’m not strong, Or do I keep searching, and pushing for the light? For my piece of freedom to finally sleep through the night I wish I knew the answer, I fear I never will. I hope I'll always care, I fear I no longer do

My Dead Soul

2007-01-27T15:26:00.000-08:00

A black rose unfurls from within my heart Nourished by crimson tears that Flow freely from my eyes. As wave after wave of hurt watch over me I scream out my rage and anguish Into the night where the Ever-changing moon listens. The stars begin to dance In a slow serenade to my pain.
I’m in mourning for my dead soul It seems like all of it is gone It has died and left me weightless; Now it seems I’ve lost control Of the things that I kept hid, The things that I know The things that could harm you, I’ve lost my control Of the demons possessed me. Those that strive to kill Caring for nothing, Bending all to their will. I’m in mourning for people Whose lives are now forever changed All those people living lifeless, All their fates now rearranged Like they’re struck by tornados And they’re torn all apart. Their lives become empty For them there’s no part In this thing that’s called safety They’re left all alone Empty and broken Away from their homes I’m in mourning for myself now I’m the cause for all this pain I’m the cause for so much misery Really, there’s no one else to blame....

A Long And A Lonely Life

2007-01-27T14:53:00.000-08:00

Now that I find myself approaching the fall of my life I look back and see the miles streaching in a long ribbon behind me. My once proud broad shoulders are now bent and weary from the heavy loads just living has brought my way. The memories are crisp, the happy moments strong but few, these make the lonliness of my present life so much harder to tolerate. The future looms thick in the longings of my mind for I sense the end is drawing near. You say my heart cries out too much in its lonliness…but I cry only for the love I needed, yet wasted, not knowing it was so dear. The roads I’ve traveled on my journy through life have often taken me far and away from my home. But I have never once founf a true resting place for my heart, no one has ever given me a reason to stay. So I just kept on moving, sometimes slowly forward, sometimes in fast retreat, but always moving further into lonliness, heartache and pain. Always striving to fine a place for me here where I could take root and fine the peace my soul has always sought but never found. Surely now, at the close of life’s journey, love will exist for me somewhere in this world

styX

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